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My Illusion...

So there i was - in line at the Manitoba Museum, in sweats and along side me were 5 of my rocking friends - were were dressed down and ready to hit up the dinosaur exhibit.. so we walk up to the front desk where these guys are sitting - who were looking confident, brilliant, happy and rich - yes rich. I asked one guy- the leader of the pack we can say for 5 tickets - he told me that it was sold out - I was confused - I looked around and the museum was packed - everyone was dressed up in gowns and these guys that we were talking with were dressed in suits. I glanced over to my friends and checked myself out - and felt out of place that we were rocking the sweats.. like seriously who dresses up to go to a dinosaur exhibit? But above that- WHO GOES TO THESE THINGS? The guy looked up at me and asked if we wanted to get in, I was confused because he just said it was sold out. I saw him look at our outfits and asked what we were there for and when I told him - him and his friends laughed... note to self - dinosaur exhibits aren't cool. We asked why everyone was dressed to the max, and that's when he said that the Jabbawockeez were performing.. yah this is weird i know.. but stick with me lol. So then he looked at us and asked us if we wanted to see the show - "i thought it was sold out" i said - and then him - being all amazing and such was totally smooth and said that he could make it happen if we wanted to go in. I glanced once again at myself and friends who were definitely wearing the grey jellybean outfit and kinda gave a look like - really?? Without saying a word he said - you and your friends can enter that far dressing room.. we looked at each other and walked forward. I opened the door and in the room were 5 amazing dresses - I picked out this outstanding yellow/gold coloured dress that fit perfectly - we were all dressed as if we owned the place and just like that we were famous. People were coming up to us, talking- hugging - shaking hands while we were all like "what the hell is going on - where are the dinosaurs." Just like that the guys were by our sides - perfect number for each one of us girls, they brought us over to our table which was a VIP table that we shared with them, front and centre. The stage was a dance floor and everyone was up and having a good time. The guy beside me made me
memorized. He was so beautiful, charming, smooth and great. He was the type of man who could make me fall when he looked at me - I was for once in my life speechless! My friends got up and asked me if I wanted to dance - but I couldn't talk I was extremely clumsy and almost knocked over the water and glasses on the table, I was in no shape to dance! It was like he made my body weak, i couldn't even hold a glass. The girls got up and walked to the dance floor so I decided that I would go to the washroom. While in there I was trying to make sense of everything that was happening to me, the exhibit turned Jabbawockeez, the clothes, this guy.. oh this guy. Just then a girl came up to me and asked me if I was dating "that guy" - I didn't even catch his name but I new who she was talking about - the entire time we were there every girl in the place was staring at him, I shook my head no and she said "great, then you wouldn't mind if I asked him to dance" I told her not at all. I opened the door and walked out to the hall just when I saw my friends. I started walking backwards talking to them about this feeling that I had about this guy, how he was just amazing, gentle yet masculine, understanding, gorgeous, a provider and the list went on - basically how he is my dream guy. I was going on and on and then decided that I had to find him, I began to get nervous and anxious yet overly excited and happy - I said while still walking backwards "this is the guy for me, I need to find him" Right at that moment I bumped into someone and stumbled - he caught me, then I realized that he too was walking backwards talking to his friends and our backs met - we looked at each other and full of excitement I breathed and then my fat cat JACOB jumped on my face -and woke me!!!!!! NOOOOO! You know when you are having the best dreams ever and you try to pretend that you aren't awake, and want to finish the dream off how you want to - but it isn't as good - well that's what happened to me. I have been thinking about this dream for 3 days now and I can't get over that I don't know what would've happened. Then it clicked - I am completely infatuated with Twilight right now, and I am on the third book - I AM DREAMING ABOUT TWILIGHT - I WAS BELLA AND THIS MYSTERY MAN IS EDWARD CULLEN! So I can't even lie - I need to finish this book to know how my dream ends, how my illusion is completed. I am forcing myself not to finish the book in 1 day as I did the first two books, instead I am forcing myself to only read one chapter a night right before bed in hopes that I when I close my eyes My Edward Cullen will be there waiting.... *sigh* A girl can dream can't she?